Blog: My life today

Hi people,

So today I went to volunteer for Habitat for Humanity, and I'm absolutely exhausted from not eating and drinking (it hurts unbearably when I do, in case you haven't read my "gall bladder" pain blog post). I feel really weak and just tired tired tired.

My mom wants me to finish organizing my room, but I can barely type this now. I'm so hungry, but I'm so scared to eat. It's like the worst pain possible.

Anyways, I have a question: What's your favorite eyeliner (drugstore or highend)?

My all time favorite is Urban Decay's 24/7. Love them, even though they're super expensive. I personally think they're worth it....would you want a review on them?

Thanks for reading! Follow if you'd like. =)

-Anna

Back from the doctors

Wahhh, I still hurt. Unfortunatly the tests came back negative for gall bladder stones, and what not. (Not that I wanted to go into surgery, but now I just feel silly). The doctor saw inflamation in my stomach something or another, so there's still something wrong. I'm going back in two weeks to do more testing if it doesn't get better between now and then

Now. I did something bad today everyone. Bad Anna. My mom convinced me that it was okay to have a milk shake because she thought it woudl cool down the pain that I have and be easy to kind of move through, rather than solid food. I caved. =( I drank 1/2 of it earlier, and 1/2 of it later to kind of mix it up. It's the first time I've cheated, and as good as it tasted...I'm a little diasppointed. Oh well.

Now, working out....I'm kind of nervous, because I really don't think I could work out with this amount of pain, but I don't want to completely just stop...y'know?

Maybe some light walking? (ugh, that seems so painful right now)

I don't know. I'm hoping this hiatus from working out will kind of like kick it into high gear when I go back to it. Since it's kind of mixing it up, hopefully I'll get a push after this. Hopefully.

Sigh, sigh, sigh.

Okay, until the next post. Au revoir.

Blog: I'm feeling ill.

Hello,

So the past two days I've missed school (and I plan on missing tomorrow as well) because of a horrid pain right below my right ribs. I have searched on WebMD and what not, and every single one of my symptoms point to gall bladder. This is unfortunate.

Let me break away from that aspect for a second. I am not doing well in Algebra 2 in school, which is causing me a lot of anxiety. I am the kind of student that has never gotten a C. Just A's and B's, and getting a C is just right out of the question. Missing these three days are going to put me even more under, and I start freaking out just thinking about it. I think tomorrow at the doctor I'm going to warn my mom about it. I know that she wouldn't really be happy with the C, but I do know that she wouldn't flip out over it. Especially since I really do try in that class, I am just having a lot of trouble understanding stuff. Anyways, back to my sickness.

The pain is unbearable at times, I constantly feel like I'm going to throw up (which I have), and I can't eat food without it turning 10 times worse. It's quite unfortunate actually, haha.

Wow, I kind of liked that whole venting about my grades thing up there, it feels like a weight has been off of my shoulder. So yay for that.

Hm, is there anything else that I should add?

Well, this has caused me to miss out on a couple of work out sessions, but perhaps that's been made up with the lack of food that I've been eating. Hopefully.

Oh, in case you guys are wondering, I am in fact 16 (going on 17). Just in case you guys are wondering.

I wonder if anyone will actually read this. *shrug* Alright, it's 1:11 am in the morning, I should probably go to bed, or at least wind down. I'm not tired. Le sigh.


Ciao.

-Anna